So, I saw my ex yesterday. I felt inside myself a huge amount of anger, rage, hatred, distrust, resentment, and a few other feelings I can't quite put my finger on. I just wanted to kill her, but I know in this society it's not right to kill, so I just walked away. (Plus from all the anger and rage I was shaking way way too bad to be able to do anything.)
"I want to say something but I'll keep it to myself I guess and leave this useless post behind to make you aware that there WAS something... "
-Equinox
"We're like the downtown of the Diablo related internet lol"
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Wow Sounds like she did something terrible to make you that angry.
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Kill her and you might level up, then carry her head around for +5 to all stats
Seriously though, she must of really pissed you off. Its normal to want to kill people, its the killing which isnt. Theres plenty of people I'd like to kill and they've probably done less
Therein lies the challenge - Would you get caught?
No. It means you are psychologically tied to that person. Hatred harms you first and foremost, not them. Forgive, forget, and find peace. She's not worth it.
i dont think so. even if you wanted to kill her you know you never would even if you could, there was just a something that triggered that hate and you didnt want to forgive her for whatever she did.
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Wow Sounds like she did something terrible to make you that angry.
Yea... Lets just say shes a cold hearted bitch from the lowest depths of hell.
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Kill her and you might level up, then carry her head around for +5 to all stats
Only +5? Heh, I figured she would give a better item then that... Then again...she IS a bitch...
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Therein lies the challenge - Would you get caught?
Yea, I'd never ever get caught. Remember, I am a sick son of a bitch. (In the tenth grade I figured out how to increase the destructive power of the H-Bomb. Then I threw it away because it wasn't strong enough.) I just would feel like I dishonored myself and my family if I did so.
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i dont think so. even if you wanted to kill her you know you never would even if you could, there was just a something that triggered that hate and you didnt want to forgive her for whatever she did.
Yea. Think of the worst, meanest, cruelest person with the coldest heart you can think of. Multiply that by Five Hundred and you have this bitch.
Well, you have to think- what's more miserable- life or non-existence? Depending on what you believe, killing someone could just, well, send that person in to a state of nothingness, bliss, torment... Or, by letting that person live, you make him or her continue to live out life, which could also be nothingness, bliss, or torment.
From things you've said for the time I've been here (about a year and a half), I'd consider you in the group of people that believe in a state of non-existence after death. Just guessing, if I'm wrong I'm wrong. But just assume I'm right there for a moment. What's worse- living or not existing? Knowing logically that life is naturally more points of mid's and low's than high's, living can be considered, I think, worse than non-existence, because its polarized more toward negativity. But then is life worth living for the high's, however few they might be? :confused:
Erm, so, anyway- with that all in mind- I think, in that mindset, death would be relieving suffering. Maybe I'm just psychotic?
Yea. Think of the worst, meanest, cruelest person with the coldest heart you can think of. Multiply that by Five Hundred and you have this bitch.
Oh, If I had the time and money I'd kidnap her and torment her at least one hour every day, making sure she was still alive. And it wouldn't be like slapping and beating, I mean true tormenting. Go into the good ol' Chineese Book 'O' Torment. Back in the day they could really fuck with your head. Europeans would end it with killing you, but the Chineese, well, your screwed....
Alas, I don't have the time or the money. Plus, again, dishonoring the family.
According to Freud you wanted to fuck your mum and castrate your dad at some point... so, if you think about it that way, killing your ex should be a walk in the park
Oh, If I had the time and money I'd kidnap her and torment her at least one hour every day, making sure she was still alive. And it wouldn't be like slapping and beating, I mean true tormenting. Go into the good ol' Chineese Book 'O' Torment. Back in the day they could really fuck with your head. Europeans would end it with killing you, but the Chineese, well, your screwed....
Alas, I don't have the time or the money. Plus, again, dishonoring the family.
WHAT DID SHE DO TO YOU!!!! HOLY SHIT MAN DID SHE LIKE MURDER ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND TORMENT YOU ARE SEOMTHIN!!
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If you want to arrange it
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If we could somehow make this
Christmas thing last
By helping a neighbor
Or even a stranger
And to know who needs help
You need only just ask
Um, you need to go to a psychiatric hospital... seriously.
I know I need to go to a mentalward.
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According to Freud you wanted to fuck your mum and castrate your dad at some point... so, if you think about it that way, killing your ex should be a walk in the park
Thats...disgusting...
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Don't anyone take this too seriously, its clearly just a way for Link to gain attention and/or define himself as unique.
I'm not saying there's anything wrong with that, we all like to feel special sometimes, but just know that his responses are subject to exaggeration.
I was gonna reply to this but then realized that it's against the rules to reply negatively to a moderator's post and I'd end up getting an infraction or a ban. Thus I'll just ignore it.
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move on, forget the ho ull find some1 HELLA better..
after readin wut austro said i laughed, yea ppl do do that...
i swear, for a girl 2 make u that angry, ur kinda soft... move on..man.
I already met someone a hell of alot better. Doesn't mean I didn't stop hating that bitch ex...
Also, thanks to everyone who replied positively (which is just about all of you).
Get used to it, friend. Women nowadays can harm men A LOT. A medieval saying of my country goes: "From the women come out the best of things, and the worst ones at the same time, also". Try to grab the best things they have to offer, and steer clear before their worst self ascends. Before they abandon you and tell you stupid things like "I got bored with you", "I was pretending...", "I found a new boy" and the most random idiocy a human brain can miraculously conceive, YOU abandon THEM first, by throwing at their faces phraces like those above. Also avoid showing affection, love and lots of feelings to them, because besides the fact that they consider themselves these things outdated and/or foolish, they might get irritated, too. The best "medicine" to treat someone to is copying their behaviour and serving it to them, in a luxurious cold dish, right before they treat you to it. It 's all a game of dominance and speed, after all, exactly as even modern psychologists claim. Doctor says: women make excellent pets, if you ignore the fact that they are perverted, dirty, false (lies is their bread and acting their wine) and utterly disloyal above all. And no mistake. Been in your place more times than enough. And i trully feel empathy. Replace feelings with potency and strong will. That is the currency of all healthy relations, now and ever.
Of course there is always the tiny, miniscule off-chance that you might run into an exceptionally rare woman that is close to what we call "the woman i always wanted and dreamt about". But these women are too much enclosed withing their own selves and unwilling to trust most men, that it is not worth the effort to try approaching them. Either that, or eventually, as time passes, they will convert themselves to the bloody sluts all of us are so well versed into. If you wanna be "rich", (and i am not talking about wealth and money), you 've got to be a bitch. Or else you will be "society 's" victim until your eyes close. The choice is yours.
i didnt read all of that ^^^ but im sure it sums up all your questions/problems.
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Is it normal to feel this way about an ex?...
-Equinox
"We're like the downtown of the Diablo related internet lol"
-Winged
If you want to arrange it
This world you can change it
If we could somehow make this
Christmas thing last
By helping a neighbor
Or even a stranger
And to know who needs help
You need only just ask
Seriously though, she must of really pissed you off. Its normal to want to kill people, its the killing which isnt. Theres plenty of people I'd like to kill and they've probably done less
Therein lies the challenge - Would you get caught?
Yea... Lets just say shes a cold hearted bitch from the lowest depths of hell.
Only +5? Heh, I figured she would give a better item then that... Then again...she IS a bitch...
Yea, I'd never ever get caught. Remember, I am a sick son of a bitch. (In the tenth grade I figured out how to increase the destructive power of the H-Bomb. Then I threw it away because it wasn't strong enough.) I just would feel like I dishonored myself and my family if I did so.
Yea. Think of the worst, meanest, cruelest person with the coldest heart you can think of. Multiply that by Five Hundred and you have this bitch.
From things you've said for the time I've been here (about a year and a half), I'd consider you in the group of people that believe in a state of non-existence after death. Just guessing, if I'm wrong I'm wrong. But just assume I'm right there for a moment. What's worse- living or not existing? Knowing logically that life is naturally more points of mid's and low's than high's, living can be considered, I think, worse than non-existence, because its polarized more toward negativity. But then is life worth living for the high's, however few they might be? :confused:
Erm, so, anyway- with that all in mind- I think, in that mindset, death would be relieving suffering. Maybe I'm just psychotic?
What did you see in her in the first place?
Alas, I don't have the time or the money. Plus, again, dishonoring the family.
nothing can make someone this angry...she didnt like, kill your family or anything, did she?
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WHAT DID SHE DO TO YOU!!!! HOLY SHIT MAN DID SHE LIKE MURDER ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND TORMENT YOU ARE SEOMTHIN!!
If you want to arrange it
This world you can change it
If we could somehow make this
Christmas thing last
By helping a neighbor
Or even a stranger
And to know who needs help
You need only just ask
I'm not saying there's anything wrong with that, we all like to feel special sometimes, but just know that his responses are subject to exaggeration.
Edit: Oh and Magistrate, it doesn't matter what you believe, its not up to you to decide another's fate.
after readin wut austro said i laughed, yea ppl do do that...
i swear, for a girl 2 make u that angry, ur kinda soft... move on..man.
I know I need to go to a mentalward.
Thats...disgusting...
I was gonna reply to this but then realized that it's against the rules to reply negatively to a moderator's post and I'd end up getting an infraction or a ban. Thus I'll just ignore it.
I already met someone a hell of alot better. Doesn't mean I didn't stop hating that bitch ex...
Also, thanks to everyone who replied positively (which is just about all of you).